I decided to dig my LJ up a little bit, as your eyes can see. I don't know what's up with me but I decided to write something.

I'm always writing a lot (actually, typing a lot) about fun things (to me, in case) and yet cool but sometimes I get myself thinking what my life would be if I did not talk about such things. I am extremely sociable and talkative but I've never found a person in real life to act like I really am. Most of people in school are immature as hell and they can't simply accept other people's opinion, theirs stand have always to stand out the most. My routine is getting vicious and repetitive. School, computer, sleep, school, computer, sleep. I'd like to have some fun, you know? It's been almost 4 years that I don't even go to a party, it's been lots of time that I don't hang out with friends. Sometimes I wonder if someone could save me from this making me live a real crazy life. I'd like to have someone to care about me, no matter how ugly I am, no matter how annoying that I am. I'd die for a true love story, for someone who really loves me no matter how long it takes.

Another point is college. I dream of moving to a bigger city, going to college, meeting someone really nice to date, becoming a little prettier (I don't believe in miracles) and then having a great carreer as a journalist or a psychologist (haven't decided yet). But what if this isn't what happens? This thought of a better future is what keeps me alive. When I'm sad, what makes me go ahead through stones are these thoughts of "everything's gonna be okay, as you always dreamed".

I recently joined a new school, as previously mentioned, but things aren't going that well anymore. Older students make fun of me because of a guy in my classroom who hates me (I seriously don't know what I did to him) and my "friends" are obnoxious. They threat me really bad, leaving me alone most times. The only person I talk to a lot is a girl called Ana and she's really cool. Besides that, all people treat me bad/barely well.

I wish I was more interesting, cooler, funnier, prettier. Sometimes I feel like everyone treats me bad, I have no idea what I did or said or what. They just do. Even in the internetz. I only talk to a few people and when they are offline, I have no one to hang shit with. Oh God please, am I really that boring?

Já é ano novo, 2009, alen d. Vamos as PROMESSAS do ano novo, afinal sem elas, o que seríamos de nós, pobres mortais flopados sem festa decente de final de ano? Não me perguntem como foi minha festa de fim de ano a não ser que vocês estejam muito querendo levar uma bolacha na cara. Beijos!

( leia somente se tiver se recuperado da ressaca astral )

Posting here because standumbrella almost obligated me to do it. :3

Well, I don't really know what to post. Well, I tell you some of my recent days. Nothing very interesting, quite boring though, but okay. Vacations are boring. You can't even leave your house to do anything when you take a chance to get out to walk around, you're sick. I spent two weeks this month curse of sick, I had to go to hospital and everything else. For God's sake, I'm better now, but that's a shame. At least, I can watch Woody on my TV now, since when I studied I was at school when it was airing.

Yesterday was one of the worst days of the year probably, for me. I didn't even turn on the lights of my Christmas tree because I wasn't in the mood to do it. There was a huge discussion between my mom and my stepfather and then he slapped by mother. He broke a tooth of her, dammit! The problem is that my mother is silent and laid back to him and she will never make a decision about it, certainly. I called the police but it ended like it is, for the reason I aforementioned. Today she told me that it wasn't important, maybe just to calm my nerves a bit. How came it wasn't important at all? Fuck it, man.

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NEW COMMUNITY, GUYS! *jumps* Join as fast as you can, lol. All the things that I usually post here, I'll post over there, then go go!~

Hi guys, here I am. I forgot to post the things I uploaded lately a lot, so this post should be pretty long. Well, to rank the singles/songs I'll post here, I'll use this system:

No rank = Ugh, do you still ask?
♥ = Pretty average
♥♥ = Ok
♥♥♥ = Oh, good!
♥♥♥♥ = OMFG, amazing!
♥♥♥♥♥ = OH MY FUCKING YES!
★ = middle heart

Here are my latest uploads. Since I'm too lazy for editing the images to a smaller size, I'll be posting everything under the cut. All the uploads are PV Rips / promo rips. This includes:

- Hitomi Shimatani (島谷ひとみ) - 雨の日には 雨の中を 風の日には 風の中を (Ame no Hi ni wa Ame no Naka wo Kaze no Hi ni wa Kaze no Naka wo)
- Ami Suzuki (鈴木亜美) - ONE
- alan - 懐かしい未来～longing future～ (Natsukashii Mirai)
- CSJH/TSZX (天上智喜) - Here feat. CLIFF EDGE
- Leah Dizon (リア・ディゾン) - Vanilla
- ARASHI (嵐) - One Love

All the PV Rips are equalized, in 44KHz (for use in CDs) and much better than normal ones. The promos are... they're how they are, lol.

release: 2008.06.11
bitrate: 320kbps

01. Crazy World / 土屋アンナ feat. AI
02. What you gonna do? / 土屋アンナ feat. background vocals of AI
03. Crazy World (FPM Hyper Society mix) / 土屋アンナ feat. AI

As I said before, I really love Crazy World. That's Tsuchiya for me! The song is pretty addictive and their collaboration was simply incredible. Even if you don't like both singers, you must give it a try. Totally. The b-side is fine, nothing big, and the remix is blah. But still, a great single. Much better than cocoon (which was Tsuchiya's best since ages).

Hi, guys! Long time no see, right? Well, I'm here since a long time no posting. I want to explain it, and don't read it if you don't care, ok? I got really THAT sick on the past-past-week. I passed all my week (the only week in the year that I hadn't school at all) with a big fever and with a disastrous cold. I really thought I was gonna die. But thank God, I didn't and I'm still on the Earth, lol. In the past week, I didn't go to the school for two days and it made my mom crazy, since she's obsessed for my education. She locked the door of my room and I didn't use my computer for almost 4 days. I had to blackmail her to get my room (and my computer though) back, lol. But fine, you guys don't know what happened to me on the school! It's really crazy and it makes me feel embarrassed, but well... I broke the teachers' table (i don't know if i wrote it right, but it's called like that here)! Yes. I sat in that when I just wanted to pass to the other side of the classroom (there were too much chairs between me, so I sat in the teachers' tables wanting to pass to the other side). Everybody saw that! Everybody was looking for me with that scary face "omg guy, you are so fucked right now". It was terrible and I really want to forget it. Luckily, my mom didn't kill me. Maybe because when I told her about this fact, she was really tired, lol. And I forgot the birthday of my best friend on my school yesterday, I'm hating myself for that.

I've uploaded a small number of PV Rips and songs, so soon I'll post all the links in just one post, sorry guys. *hugs* And I'm sorry for every error you find on my text, my english has gone with my cold, lol.

release: 2008.05.11
bitrate: 290K~

01. Crazy World // ANNA TSUCHIYA feat. AI

I've been a fan of Tsuchiya till the creppy releases of BUBBLE TRIP and cocoon. Seriously, what the fuck were them? I liked cocoon a little bit, but ok, that wasn't even Tsuchiya for me. By the other side, I always loved AI. I can say that coz I just listened to her last singles and her last album 'DON'T STOP A.I.', lol. I never heard her oldest stuff. Anyways, I always loved her. When the announcement for Crazy World came, I was like OMG WTF. My Anna and AI together again! As I expected, a full shit! No, don't get me wrong. THIS SONG IS DA SHIT! FUCKING AMAZING! I wanted to stop with my bashing words, but I couldn't do it with 'Crazy World', lol. If you like the song, get the PV as fast as you can. The ending is such one of the best things I've seen lately on J-Pop world. You'll see when you watch it.

release: 2008.06.25
bitrate: 290K~

01. ありがとう (Arigatou)

Here's Satomi's new song! I may say it is boring. This is the first time ever I say that one song of hers is boring. *cries* I'm a huge fan of her, so don't dare to say something against. Anyways, I think the song is pretty lame. Basically, all the same style she did with the ballads of her debut album 'garden'. I know the lyrics are about her mom but I still don't care, it is pretty boring. I know I know it will grow into me soon, since it's her and her songs always stuck me on, but at least now, I totally don't care for Arigatou. And what a creative title, ho! *rolleyes*

release: 2008.05.14
bitrate: 320kbps

01. Hi-Five
02. マニフェスト
03. 1969
04. 愛をこめて花束を
05. Ain't No Crybaby
06. Oh My Precious Time
07. バンクーバー
08. i spy i spy (Superfly × JET)
09. 嘘とロマンス
10. 愛と感謝
11. ハロー・ハロー
12. Last Love Song
13. I Remember

I discovered her today and I totally wanted to share this. This album is fucking awesome! If you like pop-oldish-rock songs, you'll totally like it. Well, it sounded a bit weird. Superfly is a duo (now only a singer) who debuted since a not so long time. Their/her most sucessful single was '愛をこめて花束を', which debuted at #13 spot on Oricon and took the Top 5 on iTunes for a long time (as well as it's b-sides, Rihannon and 愛と感謝). The collaboration with the australian group JET charted pretty well on iTunes too. Superfly is influenced by 60s-70s rock, then she mixtures the old-school rock with atual japanese pop. It is an awesome mixture! The album took the #1 spot in NINKI Charts (yeah, those ones which ask for japanese people if they are interested in the releases) for this week. I totally hope it sells a lot! And I'm totally sure it will do great on iTunes Japan. My favorite tracks so far are: Hi-Five, 愛をこめて花束を, Oh My Precious Time and 愛と感謝).

release: 2008.06.04
bitrate: 290K~ (VBR)

- Kissing you @ PV RIP (MTV @ MPEG2 RIP)

Here's my mp3 rip for the PV of 'Kissing you', which leaked in yesterday's night. When I heard the studio ver. for the song, I thought it sounded messy and weird. But ok, I just had to listen to it more times to be totally addicted to it. The song is SO SO SO SO SO pretty. I know there are billion happish songs from her which are with the same theme, but this one is different. I don't know, but I think 'Kissing you' is pretty much catchier than all 'THE FACE' tracks. It sounds much more BoA-ish than the 'THE FACE' tracks, imo. I remastered the rip using Gold Wave, applying filters and adjusting the volume, since I'm way obsessed for quality. I ripped the MPEG2 version. Just download it and you got the best quality for the song for now.

( always by your side!~ )

KAT-TUN - DON'T U EVER STOP [All The Editions]

All the limited editions and the regular one uploaded under the cut. They're in 128kbps CD RIP. I uploaded the song 'DON'T U EVER STOP' only in the LE2 and just uploaded the solos and the karaokes for them in the other LE's. In the regular edition one, I just uploaded the karaoke for 'DOES'. If you didn't get 'DOES' yet, download the LE2 (the one with LOVEJUICE and PARASITE) too. The pass of all files is: kat-tun@everstop. Don't forget it!

By the way, here's my short review: I only listened to the LE2 yet so far. The solos didn't catch my attention so much by now, but I still love love love love love love love DOES. It is such an amazing and strong song. <33 I'm planing to buy the regular edition, as soon as I have money. Since I think I won't like THAT much the solo versions, I'll manage to buy only the song and it's instrumental.